Condition Zero

I pray everyday hoping this pain will leave me. 

An unfortunate awful fate it won't go till you grieve me. 

I rhyme a line easing the pain off my mind. 

This pain is asinine, it is indeed one of a kind. 


As if my body is melting from the inside. 

No one is beside. All I do is try to hide. 

I abide by the rules yet no progress is shown. 

I can't bear to go outside. I am chained in my home 


I am distant this instant so I apologize to all. 

I apologize, but underlies the deepest of falls. 

Anodynes make me fine, they delay what is odd. 

Delay the gray pain till under the sod