Far from well

Inexplicable feeling of an unceasing void.
Pivots between demise and life enjoyed.
Tried restraining yet failed numerous times.
Captures and bottled in vast bottled rhymes.
Felt agony and torture, but a path to persevere.
Accompanied anxiety, depression, and fear.
Slept with paranoia. Kissed the lips of toxic.
Radiating evil. Using masks quite often.
I am alone in my cell where difficulties dwell.
Far from well. Broken in my hell.